A Dark Flame
When everything seems to be going so smoothly...
the sun's been touching the surface of my face, comfortable space,
and simple ways.. of getting by...
a dark flame burns a hole through my heart...
it burns more and more, as the flames rise and rise...
what feeling is this?
could it be the pain from despair? the lack of being where I am at this point?
or maybe jealousy... even hatred?
I've never really hated anything or anyone before..
but these flames keep rising, constant pain.. burden... heartbreak....
Everything still vague... seems to be triggered by a memory of the past.
Confused again.. what is it i want?
these ghosts, dark dreams haunting my mind moon and moon again..
soon.. I will find out what to do.. soon.. everything will be alright..
this hatred, this pain, will go away..
sooner or later...