This Single Rose: Its Curse and Splendor
Three long years, and I'm back.. Risen from the cold hours of time and death..
What has become of my life has grown with much more complication.. more actions to be cared for while taking, more paths to decide, and more obstacles to overcome.. be it like this, but with a strong sense of positivism..
I decide to take control of my life and choose things which would eventually make me a better being. I decide to free myself from suppressing my emotions and deal with the norms of society. I decide.. and choose to be happy..
The consequences will definitely occur.. The storm is coming, it is near. it cannot be avoided. I must act accordingly, as composed as possible.
I must carefully watch what i'm about to do, for the severity of damage caused will depend on the actions I take.. If only things were different, no, it must be this way.. One way or another, someone will get hurt..
For a rose such as This: single, united in beauty, wonder, and bliss, is that which inspires me.. It is This rose which gives me new life, and I will hold on to it, be pierced by the thorns that come with it, and will take care and stand by it until the end of time.. I feel like the soul of this single rose was meant for mine. "It's beauty, it's curse and splendor, it's color for scarlet and blood" is trapped within a worldly vessel, but, can all be felt by the mere presence of knowledge that She exists. There is nothing more I want and need than to know.. and be with This rose.. This is who I want to love..
Things would be different if I denied how a feel.. Too much has already been lost in the past this way.. I will Not let this slip away..
This rose has thorns of the past, and pain in severity.. The world may be blind from it and not see its true color and beauty.. But I will bleed for it, and fight the world if I must until my time on earth is done, only if God will permit me to live and grow with This rose..
I will bleed, Only to be with This single rose...
What has become of my life has grown with much more complication.. more actions to be cared for while taking, more paths to decide, and more obstacles to overcome.. be it like this, but with a strong sense of positivism..
I decide to take control of my life and choose things which would eventually make me a better being. I decide to free myself from suppressing my emotions and deal with the norms of society. I decide.. and choose to be happy..
The consequences will definitely occur.. The storm is coming, it is near. it cannot be avoided. I must act accordingly, as composed as possible.
I must carefully watch what i'm about to do, for the severity of damage caused will depend on the actions I take.. If only things were different, no, it must be this way.. One way or another, someone will get hurt..
For a rose such as This: single, united in beauty, wonder, and bliss, is that which inspires me.. It is This rose which gives me new life, and I will hold on to it, be pierced by the thorns that come with it, and will take care and stand by it until the end of time.. I feel like the soul of this single rose was meant for mine. "It's beauty, it's curse and splendor, it's color for scarlet and blood" is trapped within a worldly vessel, but, can all be felt by the mere presence of knowledge that She exists. There is nothing more I want and need than to know.. and be with This rose.. This is who I want to love..
Things would be different if I denied how a feel.. Too much has already been lost in the past this way.. I will Not let this slip away..
This rose has thorns of the past, and pain in severity.. The world may be blind from it and not see its true color and beauty.. But I will bleed for it, and fight the world if I must until my time on earth is done, only if God will permit me to live and grow with This rose..
I will bleed, Only to be with This single rose...