Jan 29, 2005 00:55
tonight i was listening to four songs in a repeated way. they made me think almost exactly like i did a year ago. and made me feel exactly like i did a year ago. here's why:
A) one of those songs is a song by mew.
B) this is the first time in a long time ive made it past midnight on this particular computer desk (not computer, thats changed). late nights at this desk were a big part of my life, eventually leading to me not sleeping until three in the morn' on several occasions. did i spell occasions right? it looks too much like moccasins. did i spell moccasins right?
C) i was looking at livejournals
D) an offshoot of the letter b: the intense lonely contemplativeness a tired, isolated evening can give you
while i was looking at livejournals i passed over nick powers'. that kid was cool, i never got to know him as well as i should have. same with lee.
i rearranged my room at my dads house, it feels so much more open and bright. and i set up a lone snare drum in a corner. which made me laugh. i thought about inviting some drummer to have a session with me. id say dont worry, i got a set at my place. and when he got to my house shit would hit the fan as he gave me a puzzled, gloomy look. neat.