I'm not going to lie, but I have no clue what is going on!
I'm in my room and my roommate is sleeping. I'm just sitting infront of my computer and drinking. Also, I'm listening to Nirvana and feeling shity. Why? I don't know. I took 50mg of my meds today. I'm supposed to take 20mg. Why? I don't know. But hey I'm feeling really good right now. WOW! And I'm drinking all by myself. No one wanted to drink with me. My friends don't think I should be drinking on my meds anyways. Fuck them! Because this is what I want to do. DRINK! I just crave to get drunk. It makes me very happy. Also, does pot. Damnit I need some more beer. I need to go over to my friends house and get some more. Hopefully she gives it to me. Fuck her! I bought the shit anyways! Its MINE! I have no idea what the fuck is going on! Peace