Lost faith
I should have known that everything was too good to be true. I was skeptical. How did you managed to "fall in love" with me. I asked you if i was just a replacement to you, and I still remember all the words you said so clearly. "No silly you're not a substitute for her. Cause when a capricorn man falls in love, he's serious". Really? I doubt so. Because right now i am proved that i am nothing but a lie. Now i really wondered did I mattered to you at the start. What was I to you during the 2 weeks. You came and go, like the wind. Did I made it that easy for you to walk right in and out of my life? Really? You told me you'd never leave. You told me how everything felt so right. But i was wrong. You claimed to hate lies. But look what you're doing to me? At least be honest to me, so I wouldn't have to keep figuring out where did I went wrong. I used to think that maybe you were different, maybe you were gonna be the one to save me. But i am proved otherwise. I now know all these while, while you're with me, your mind and heart have been holding her inside as well. Sometimes i really wished this didnt start at all. And you didnt have to make me fall in love w you and then choose to leave without a single word. How interesting because I have been nothing but a fool and a joke. What she's doing to you? Have you ever spared a thought for me? Am i that insignificant? I really wonder so. Lastly, thanks for proving to me once again. Proved me right that everyone is the same. Everyone leaves, even those you thought never would. Thank you for making me lose the slightest faith that I had. For learning my lesson and never to trust again. I am not letting anyone that close ever, to ever hurt me again.
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