Weekend Update
It's good to have the weekend off from work.
It's not good that my work is so stressful, I am having stress dreams.
Dreams where I fuck up, and shit goes wrong, and everyone hates me.
The dreams are weird, because I've been at my job two weeks, and have yet to fuck up once. Everyone tells me how I picked up the ball and ran with it. So why I am so fucking worried I'm going to blow it. Damn insecurity.
Even more fucked how the dreams then became about me letting my friends down...and then sex. What the fuck?? Not sex with my friends, no. Sex with characters from TV shows that I am in no way attracted to. I have yet to figure out what that's supposed to mean.
I think we finally found a third roommate. This is good. One less thing to worry about.
It's not good that my work is so stressful, I am having stress dreams.
Dreams where I fuck up, and shit goes wrong, and everyone hates me.
The dreams are weird, because I've been at my job two weeks, and have yet to fuck up once. Everyone tells me how I picked up the ball and ran with it. So why I am so fucking worried I'm going to blow it. Damn insecurity.
Even more fucked how the dreams then became about me letting my friends down...and then sex. What the fuck?? Not sex with my friends, no. Sex with characters from TV shows that I am in no way attracted to. I have yet to figure out what that's supposed to mean.
I think we finally found a third roommate. This is good. One less thing to worry about.