11/28/2009
2:58 AM
magicia:
& they will decompose & give themselves to renewing life
& brightening light
& strengthening it
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2:59 AM
popass fritas!:
amen sista
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2:59 AM
magicia:
ahahhahaa
so anyway
i'd like to apologize to you
for if i made any unnecessary tension between you & jessica
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3:00 AM
popass fritas!:
haha for?
oh not at all
no need
people don't get angry with kids
and im just a kid
remember when was a kid wanting t grow up so fast
then now
i want to go back and play
or atleast remember
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3:01 AM
magicia:
you can
you telling me this is you wanting to remember to enjoy the moment NOW
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3:03 AM
popass fritas!:
oh you bet i do
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3:04 AM
magicia:
what?
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3:04 AM
popass fritas!:
oh you bet i do
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3:04 AM
magicia:
what is that directed at
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3:05 AM
popass fritas!:
"you telling me this is you wanting to remember to enjoy the moment NOW"
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3:05 AM
magicia:
yes
& since it is from me to you & you is me cause you're my mirror yes i do
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3:05 AM
popass fritas!:
like a wave i guess is the closest thing i can imagine it being
haha
but we don't look the same
guess were all the same though
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3:07 AM
magicia:
we are
all
stars
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3:07 AM
popass fritas!:
we are
all
gods
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3:07 AM
magicia:
we are all
god
0
1
=
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3:08 AM
popass fritas!:
we are small
er
than dots
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3:08 AM
magicia:
&
&
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3:08 AM
popass fritas!:
god needs a microscope to look down on his own creation
he's justa boy
making sand castle yea?
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3:09 AM
magicia:
ahaha !
magician
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3:09 AM
popass fritas!:
yessir
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3:11 AM
popass fritas!:
boy im tired.
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3:11 AM
magicia:
metoo
i have work tomorrow
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3:12 AM
popass fritas!:
dont know why
but im so attracted and entraced
like a bug
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3:14 AM
magicia:
because their love is cosmic & unconditional
its beyond the surface
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3:14 AM
popass fritas!:
iwantthis
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3:14 AM
magicia:
youwill
because you are open to it
PLUS you're the magician
just be true to yourself
& you will find your mirror
notice how they feel so equal
its very clear when their foreheads are together
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3:16 AM
popass fritas!:
i look at that touchingevery day
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3:16 AM
magicia:
where is that from?
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3:16 AM
popass fritas!:
hehehe
thx1138
she is luh
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3:16 AM
magicia:
oh WOW
ive never seen it
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3:17 AM
popass fritas!:
go see it
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3:17 AM
magicia:
iwill
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3:17 AM
popass fritas!:
GREAT>>>>
:]]
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3:19 AM
popass fritas!:
they look like one here
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3:19 AM
magicia:
he is intensely embracing her
almost enveloping
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3:20 AM
popass fritas!:
sent somewhere else
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3:21 AM
magicia:
sent somewhere else?
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3:21 AM
popass fritas!:
and i want to stay there
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3:21 AM
magicia:
isee
metoo
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3:21 AM
popass fritas!:
yeah?
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3:21 AM
magicia:
yes
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3:22 AM
popass fritas!:
ive only known it for a second
but that second was amazing
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3:22 AM
magicia:
yes
exactly
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3:22 AM
popass fritas!:
star dying into another life
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3:23 AM
magicia:
sacrifice
i'm letting go of my scared of that with matt
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3:23 AM
popass fritas!:
of your scared?
what is there to fear here
if i may ask
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3:23 AM
magicia:
the idea of loss that i have
my whole life has been a domino effect of stardie to starbirth
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3:24 AM
popass fritas!:
fear of loss makes it come true
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3:24 AM
magicia:
& it's incredible & i am grateful for it
thats why im letting it go
because i dont want to MAKE it come true
& if it does, i will be ready & it will be ok & beautiful
you're more aware of your magician than you're consciously aware of
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3:25 AM
popass fritas!:
i think this is true, exucse the nerdiness
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NkcgoLWPmQ4&feature=player_embeddedand bonus ending YESSSSSS
"Death is a natural part of life. Rejoice for those around you who transform into the Force. Mourn them do not. Miss them do not. Attachment leads to jealousy. The shadow of greed that is. Train yourself to let go of everything you fear to lose."
hahaha
ahhh...
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3:28 AM
magicia:
DUDE
AHAHHAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHA
THATS THE PERFECT FUCKING THING
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3:28 AM
popass fritas!:
MINE MINE MINE!
hahaha
that little green goofball
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3:29 AM
magicia:
iloveyou!
that was amazing & perfect
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3:29 AM
popass fritas!:
haha really?
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3:29 AM
magicia:
yes!!!!!!
seriously
post it on my profile or something?
i sent the quote you wrote to me in comment
so i can remember
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3:30 AM
popass fritas!:
haha please do not!
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3:31 AM
magicia:
why?
i just imagined that in yoda's voice, by the way
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3:32 AM
popass fritas!:
sacred!
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3:32 AM
magicia:
ok
i wont post it so i can always see it when i get comment approvals
:-)
win win
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3:33 AM
popass fritas!:
win what
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3:33 AM
magicia:
remembrance
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3:34 AM
popass fritas!:
i dont remember anythnig
last night i was stealing car radios and saving kids from ice cream trucks.
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3:34 AM
magicia:
you're just talking in your sleep
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3:35 AM
popass fritas!:
this is no dream
i tested
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3:35 AM
magicia:
ahahahhaha
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3:35 AM
popass fritas!:
haha
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3:35 AM
magicia:
you can sleep without being aware of your dreams
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3:36 AM
popass fritas!:
same with life right
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3:37 AM
magicia:
everything's a microcosm
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3:37 AM
popass fritas!:
i dont know what that word means
but i like the word orgasm the most
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3:37 AM
magicia:
me too
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3:40 AM
magicia:
& frothy
&* sparkling
electric
flow
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3:40 AM
popass fritas!:
and shiny reflection
seeing yourself in a different way yeah?
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3:41 AM
magicia:
are you asking me that in now time
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3:41 AM
popass fritas!:
what is now time?
hahahahaaaaaaaaa
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3:41 AM
magicia:
as in
direct
now
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3:41 AM
popass fritas!:
not really a question, just seeking affirmation
like ya?
haha
new thing i have started..
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3:42 AM
magicia:
seeking affirmation?
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3:42 AM
popass fritas!:
mhmm
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3:42 AM
magicia:
why
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3:43 AM
popass fritas!:
to look in someone elses mind
fuck narrowness
i want someone elses words to touch
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3:43 AM
magicia:
yes
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3:43 AM
popass fritas!:
guess affirmation isnt the real word im looking for
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3:43 AM
magicia:
that involved & requires openess
& vulnerability
connection
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3:44 AM
popass fritas!:
i will take a dagger to the back if someone hates me that much
but first i want them to look me with eye to eye
a final comforming or confirming
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3:45 AM
magicia:
"if you're going to stab me, aim at my chest"
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3:45 AM
popass fritas!:
yaknow?
haha
whats the from
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3:45 AM
magicia:
& i'll die with a smile
through me but not from me
passion
& disgust with backstabbers
& sneaky liars
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3:46 AM
popass fritas!:
they are just blindly taught
poison
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3:46 AM
magicia:
yes
& we are here to keep our 8 eyes open & show
through example
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3:47 AM
popass fritas!:
balance those scales babbby
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3:47 AM
magicia:
thank you
& tell me more
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3:48 AM
popass fritas!:
so i remember an object from my dream
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3:48 AM
magicia:
good
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3:48 AM
popass fritas!:
and i seek clear the meaning
can i tell you what it was and what i did
so..
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3:48 AM
magicia:
of course
you can always tell me anything you want
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3:48 AM
popass fritas!:
i was saving this boy from this ice cream truck
dont know who this was
possibly me..
i start looking through all these things
i come to a neat box,
i think it gave me trouble to open, or im making that right now
but in the wooden box
was an orb
and i said something like this isnt worth anything
and left
end
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3:50 AM
magicia:
how do you feel about it
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3:50 AM
popass fritas!:
maybe it was an evil orb
but if i was stealing something like car radios
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3:50 AM
magicia:
do you remember what it looked like
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3:50 AM
popass fritas!:
you think i would take a magical object
it was round
an orb
sold
solid
maybe i can find it on the internet.
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3:51 AM
magicia:
colors?
white?
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3:51 AM
popass fritas!:
clear
i think
hard to see it now
but
this is the box
it would take two hands to hold
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3:52 AM
magicia:
to me, this is you actively refusing to accept your power
& grazing amongst the material world
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3:52 AM
popass fritas!:
yeahyeah
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3:52 AM
magicia:
the car radio thing says that to me
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3:52 AM
popass fritas!:
i tried so hard to get the radio
went through so much trouble
pretty much breaking the thing
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3:52 AM
magicia:
t r o u b l e
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3:52 AM
popass fritas!:
then i get to this
and say fuck it
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3:53 AM
magicia:
ok
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3:53 AM
popass fritas!:
weird
did you say trouble before i did
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3:53 AM
magicia:
this tells me you need to focus
no
i think its key
i feel like you need to get in touch with your instincts more
your inner knowing
i mean,
think of all the things you could have done with the orb
instead of frustration over material not meant for you
i mean,
YOU HAD TO STEAL IT
& the universe made it clear it wasnt for you
&
at the same time
it also shows you
the power of your will
so choose to apply this in ways that are good for you
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3:55 AM
popass fritas!:
this makes sense
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3:55 AM
magicia:
good
listen to your instincts
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3:56 AM
popass fritas!:
and see what the whole wants me to do
clearly
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3:56 AM
magicia:
CLEAR ly
like your orb
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3:56 AM
popass fritas!:
exact
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3:57 AM
magicia:
beautiful!
i love lucidity
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3:57 AM
popass fritas!:
i know
thank you highly
id hug you hard but distant is quite a problem these days
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3:57 AM
magicia:
always brother
NAH
im always here for you
with you
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3:58 AM
popass fritas!:
haha i smiled.
will be there when i can aswell
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3:58 AM
magicia:
GOOD IM SMILING@
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3:58 AM
popass fritas!:
even though you do not need me
me is you
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3:58 AM
magicia:
know
sometimes i have needed to talk to you
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3:59 AM
popass fritas!:
and the same backwards
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3:59 AM
magicia:
or.&
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3:59 AM
popass fritas!:
like a palindrome
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3:59 AM
magicia:
&
it really helped
i love how you know everything already
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3:59 AM
popass fritas!:
yeah learning is fun!
learning something you need to
otherwise it doesn
t work
its like lucifer trying to get into the gates of heaven again
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4:00 AM
magicia:
hey hey
we are all one
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4:00 AM
popass fritas!:
that prideful bastard hahaha
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4:00 AM
magicia:
darkness has been demonized
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4:00 AM
popass fritas!:
yes it has
a lot of things
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4:01 AM
magicia:
everything is blessed & beautiful & growing
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4:01 AM
popass fritas!:
even the beautiful things
even the simple acts of sex.
got the good book in mind
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4:01 AM
magicia:
or nudity
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4:02 AM
popass fritas!:
a deal with our lord
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4:02 AM
magicia:
which is one of the most natural ways to be
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4:07 AM
popass fritas!:
oh truely and always
its odd
how much jealousy can blind us
just making a narrow tunnel just narrow enough to see what you want
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4:08 AM
magicia:
exactly
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4:08 AM
popass fritas!:
its scary
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4:08 AM
magicia:
i was kind of just thinking about that
but in a different way
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4:08 AM
popass fritas!:
because how do you talk someone out of it
to show them the whole painting
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4:08 AM
magicia:
it makes sense you brought it up
you cant
you just be
the whole painting
& remember it
& smile at it
& show it to them through your smiling & your way of being
sorry i needed to remember this.
whistle goes
woowoo