Look up.
After 4 weeks of being miserable and being absolutely upset and depressed by school.
and countless cups of bubble tea, specifically honey red tea ,(my happy drink).
things were slightly better this week. i see a glimmer of hope of a less miserable life in smu.
and anws, i 'm sick of being miserable and upset.
its sad that its a saturday and i'm in school. again.
the idea of skipping classes is beginning to look very enticing again.
and i'm trying my utmost best to morph into the mugger that i should be. its weird that i am not at all
influenced by the people i see in the library studying till they burn holes in their books or the enthusiastic poeple in class.
i am beginnning to feel stressed that i am not stressed and dont feel the urge to buck up.
i still have that chill attitude towards everything and anything.
i can't decide if that's good or bad.
in summary, i don't think i've adjusted to uni life. yet.