Sep 14, 2005 21:32
i think i've found a new life motto... i dont know how long it will last though. i found while looking at a preview for the new movie "proof" which i really want to see. the motto says, "the biggest risk in life... is not taking one at all." i think that's pretty cool. and it's gonna stick with me being that i spent about 2 hours tryin to figure out how to write that onto a picture then realizing that i can't without a different program i downloaded one and did it in about 5 minutes... yeah. i know.
so i went to byg tonight. it was pretty cool i guess. i mean i hadn't been in ages and everyone was like "steve?" and all i said was "yeah... i know." he said that we should all be giving more time to the Lord which i totally agree with. i mean i used to pray before i go to bed but lately its been bad. i mean i dont remember the last time i did that. actually i do it was about 2 weeks ago. yeah i know. sad. i dont know maybe i'll try to wake up a little earlier and due a devotion. i means its not that i dont want to or dont have time to its just that i'd forget to do it. it's hard to remember to do something every morning unless its just involuntary like eating. if only things were different.
i feel really bad for catherine... she's so sad because her brothers leavin for college. i mean its not as bad as she thinks but maybe that's just because my brothers in college 5 miles down the road. so i guess things are a little different.
i've got a physics test tomorrow. i'm not sure how much i'm gonna study for it. i'm pretty awake right now so that's good and i really want to watch jay leno tonight becuase i haven't really seen it in a while.
if i were paid to ramble i think i'd do a pretty good job at it.
speaking of which the MCR--my chemical romance--concert is comin up! i'm soo excited. i'm pretty sure i'm going but i dont remember if catherine said she'd gotten the tickets yet. but anyways i'm still excited cuz lately i've been listening to them so frickin much. i dont really know what my favorite song is but i really like "to the end" and "ghost of you" and "you know what they do to guys like me in prison". honestly though i like all of the songs on the cd. except for the interlude. i dont really like that one. but other than that one i dont skip over any songs and honestly i dont skip over that one either.
why is it that in the killers song "all these things that i've done" he says "if you can't hold on... hold on." i mean that doesnt make any sense at all. if you can't hold on and he's tellin you to hold on?? what's up with that? its like tellin someone in mid fall "dont fall!" its kinda mean if you ask me. but that's just an oppinion.
this is pretty good practice for my english paper i think. me rambling and all. i still dont know what i'm doin my paper on and we have to tell her tomorrow. that kinda sucks. oh well hopefully i'll be able to think of it in one of my earlier classes.
this is awesome i've only been typing for one minute now... okay. i'm just kidding. haha. that was pretty funny steve. hey thanks man. no problem.
i could go on forever just rambling like this cuz its soo much fun, but time is a female dog so i must leave. now that i think of it time really sucks. that's one of a long list of things that we cannot control. that's just weird to think about. i mean you can't stop time. i mean you can go up in a plane and fly really fast to slow it down but you can't stop it. i mean you can go at the speed of light and not age a day but time still goes on...