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decided that i should NOT have returned to school today. or ever.
i dont even know what to do about this situation.
i feel so...manipulated. i have tried looking at it from like, 870000 sides and every way, i get screwed and hurt.
its very typical. this stuff sincerely FOLLOWS me.
im not sure if i should crawl intoa hole and just sleep off the next 6 months until i get out of here
or if i should pretend like everything is great and wait it out.
were probably going to go with option 2 b.c i cant find a hole big enough for 6 months.
called into work because i feel so absolutly crummy. going in at 5.
colie.
ps. how are you supposed to learn how to trust people if they use affection as a tool?