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sooo, first term of uni is over.... oh what lessons i have learnt!!
dont try and get with your friends ex. ever. especially if they end up getting back together, and actually, are rather cute for each other.
so yes, andrea and emma are back together, have bin for like, a month n a bit. i was led on, it seems, by andrea who DIDNT fancy me back and is like that with everyone *shrugs* im pretty much over being treated like that, but i dont think i can have the friendship with either them we could have or i would like to, which im quite sad about really. still, its nice to see them both happy.
now im in another bit of a muddle, hahaha so i think i fancy this girl laura, but its entering my mind thats more to do with how heartbroken she is atm and i just want to protect her and make her feel better. she is also really quite cute.
but then there is hannah, a previously 'straight' girl who i pulled a ouple of months ago, whilst very very very drunk and didnt think anything of it, i dont think neither of us did, i seem so, rude beign like that, loking back and i dont like it one bit. then more recently we got into relaly heavy pulling...i ended up with huge hickey's on my neck which didnt go for quite a while. i found out the following day that she fancies me!! she said to out mutual friend that there is 'just something about her' and on that night we pulled said i was hot. i am beyond flattered at that, and for ages have really not fancied her, but its always in my mind wondering what it would be like.
i admit she has got THE most amazing body, and now i have gotten to know her better, been chatting and flirting a bit for a month shes funny, quirky but also can be fairly serious. im just hesitant to start anything at the risk of nto following through and ending u hurting her.
i also find it ironic this is an almost reverse situation to what i was in with andrea... tho im not sort-of-taken and me and hannah pulled, not just had a nice cuddle on a friends floor.
im so stuck on what to do!!! any advice would be lovely. i think i probably deserve soem criticism too tbh, i feel ive acted a right twat!!
cheers :)
dont try and get with your friends ex. ever. especially if they end up getting back together, and actually, are rather cute for each other.
so yes, andrea and emma are back together, have bin for like, a month n a bit. i was led on, it seems, by andrea who DIDNT fancy me back and is like that with everyone *shrugs* im pretty much over being treated like that, but i dont think i can have the friendship with either them we could have or i would like to, which im quite sad about really. still, its nice to see them both happy.
now im in another bit of a muddle, hahaha so i think i fancy this girl laura, but its entering my mind thats more to do with how heartbroken she is atm and i just want to protect her and make her feel better. she is also really quite cute.
but then there is hannah, a previously 'straight' girl who i pulled a ouple of months ago, whilst very very very drunk and didnt think anything of it, i dont think neither of us did, i seem so, rude beign like that, loking back and i dont like it one bit. then more recently we got into relaly heavy pulling...i ended up with huge hickey's on my neck which didnt go for quite a while. i found out the following day that she fancies me!! she said to out mutual friend that there is 'just something about her' and on that night we pulled said i was hot. i am beyond flattered at that, and for ages have really not fancied her, but its always in my mind wondering what it would be like.
i admit she has got THE most amazing body, and now i have gotten to know her better, been chatting and flirting a bit for a month shes funny, quirky but also can be fairly serious. im just hesitant to start anything at the risk of nto following through and ending u hurting her.
i also find it ironic this is an almost reverse situation to what i was in with andrea... tho im not sort-of-taken and me and hannah pulled, not just had a nice cuddle on a friends floor.
im so stuck on what to do!!! any advice would be lovely. i think i probably deserve soem criticism too tbh, i feel ive acted a right twat!!
cheers :)