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Just because I don't care doesn't mean I don't have feelings. Remember that when you're laying in bed late at night, with thoughts of me in your head. I'm not a heartless bitch I'm just SMART and sometimes you can't make decisions based on your heart. I've been through this before and I'll never go back. I'm not fucking waiting around to get fucked over. I can slowly see myself falling back into my old habits. Maybe I should realize that I'll never change and this is who I am. What can I do? Keep fighting it, or just accept it. Does it ever go away? Whatever the answer it, it doesn't change who I am.