NOT BORED!
These last two days have been amazing! I was working when I received a call from Jillian, I never thought she would call me but she did. After a brief conversation I proceeded to drive to Auburn to hang out with her, it was just awesome!!! Jillian is really tall! How tall? Try 5'11" yeah that is right, who ever though Josh couldn't attract tall girls eat it! I did, so fuck off!
The last few months I have been learning about who I am, the idiots can say I over analyz but what do they know? NOTHING! they just have nothing better to do most two faced! Anyways, I have learned that there are A LOT of girls who like to spend time with me and think I am hot, cute and just fun to be with. I mean not every girl thinks that, but there are just as many that do!
I use to be the type that was devasted over relationships and how they broke up, yeah I have loved the opposite sex, but I don't believe we can say we've been in love until it's a mutual feeling! I know I'm sick of the girls who think they are in love because they miss the person, but the next week are missing someone else. I am over those people! They don't know the meaning of the word never mind the meaning of wanting ONE person!
I have learned to live for the moment, not memories, of course I love to think about past moments like any other person, but to live in them is worthless and a waste of time.
Life is about being happy, and finding yourself and loving someone more then you will ever love yourself, any fool can say I love you, but only a few people really know the meaning and mean what they say, I know the meaning but haven't had the full emotion yet. In time it will come, I know that it's ok to be me and not be FAKE like some people, I did things to be accepted, not anymore now I do things to be me! Life is great at the moment and I like what has happened so far, it's all good for now, look for more great moments in these words I call my life.....
Josh
The last few months I have been learning about who I am, the idiots can say I over analyz but what do they know? NOTHING! they just have nothing better to do most two faced! Anyways, I have learned that there are A LOT of girls who like to spend time with me and think I am hot, cute and just fun to be with. I mean not every girl thinks that, but there are just as many that do!
I use to be the type that was devasted over relationships and how they broke up, yeah I have loved the opposite sex, but I don't believe we can say we've been in love until it's a mutual feeling! I know I'm sick of the girls who think they are in love because they miss the person, but the next week are missing someone else. I am over those people! They don't know the meaning of the word never mind the meaning of wanting ONE person!
I have learned to live for the moment, not memories, of course I love to think about past moments like any other person, but to live in them is worthless and a waste of time.
Life is about being happy, and finding yourself and loving someone more then you will ever love yourself, any fool can say I love you, but only a few people really know the meaning and mean what they say, I know the meaning but haven't had the full emotion yet. In time it will come, I know that it's ok to be me and not be FAKE like some people, I did things to be accepted, not anymore now I do things to be me! Life is great at the moment and I like what has happened so far, it's all good for now, look for more great moments in these words I call my life.....
Josh