Game at school tonight and after im driving to the beaches to meet up with my parents and their friends. I take the turnpike cause I have to get to westchester first and visit someone. Im paying a toll, and there's an rsx in the booth next to mine, no one I know. Right after the gate rises, the rsx hauls ass out off there and gets about a mile
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hows school?
hows love life?
hows my hair?
hows the family?
whatr you reading?
whatr you doing?
whatr you drinking?
whatr you wearing?
who are you seeing?
who are you fucking?
who are you dating?
who are you talking to?
why dont we ever talk?
why is the sky blue?
why do i miss you?
why did i say that?
when was the last time we talked?
when was the last time we kissed?
when was the last time you didnt do homework?
when was the last time you got an F?
when was the last time i WAS an F?
where are you going for college?
where are you going if youre taking a sabatical?
where would you like to go?
where is your favorite when?
was that a poem? i couldnt have done that if i tried. didnt mean to get all mushy with you. i wanna apoligize for everything bad ive ever said or done to you. im sorry if i frustrated you, made you cry, made you punch a wall. tell you what, read Rules Of Attraction by Bret Easton Ellis and you'll understand what kind of mindset im in, especially with college around the corner. never mind, dont read that thing, itll just bring you down. im sorry for everything. should i hit send now? should i let you see this? should i let you react how you want to react? should i let you ignore this and delete it? should i let you save this and keep it forever?
I hit on this girl the other day, she rejected me and afterwards i was analyzing why because i have whats called an "internal locus of control" and at first i was thinking if i had said anything stupid and i realized that i actually hadnt. it was just that me and this girl had nothing in common, she just reminded me of you. and i dont think that you and me have nothing in common just that--well maybe we dont and thats what attracts...
either way, its late right now. i havent been drinking, i havent taken anything, smoked anything etc. want you to know that because you just might write this off as drunken blabbering and not for the true honest romantic words which will send you back into my arms. is that what i want? is that what you want? god, im sorry for all this, if i got a message like this itd fuck my day up a bit... take that into consideration.. or dont.
i just checked this message for big typos. i want to be honest with you, i want to open up to you. youre the only one i could do that with. god thats the best line in the world but its not a line right now. i want to talk to you. thats it, lets have coffee sometime..forget everything youve read...coffee.
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