When 1215 sucks AF
Hi
We’ve met before.
So .. this is my birthday btw.
Yea. Not really important. It’s just..
Yea.
I wanna cry. Dang. And I thought this year we will see an improvement. Think I get too carried away, eh?
So, the day began with me watching Bangtan videos on youtube after I get home from work. Oh yea, while eating a honey bun (a literal bun filled with honey) (it was great btw)
Then I went to sleep.
Wake up at noon, and immediately ate madeleine and then had lunch. Pretty good. Mom and Dad didn’t bother me too much (until LATER, but we’ll save it for now).
So yea, I got a plan with my sister to go watch starwars later. Ask my dad to drove me. He pissed me off. Idk why. And then I was so mad on the way to the cinema. Then I remember, you know i always go by train to work, and there is this guy who sell paper and he always feed the stray cats and I promised myself that I’ll buy something from him, and today I did! So happy.
At least I feel happy now right?
Yeah well then I went to the mall where the cinema is. My sister still at work so I gotta wait. I waited at a bookstore, found two beauties and contemplating to buy one of them. THE BOOKSTORE IS IN A WHOLE NEW LEVEL OF COLDNESS IM TELLING YA! I didn’t realize that I feel cold cause I was really thinking about books (dang). So I met my sister and we go around looking for her friends first cause they got the tickets and the mall IS SO FVCKING COLD!! GODDAMN INDONESIAN MALLS! Finally we went to the cinema, watching STARWARS okay I love starwars and this one is legit good I can tell but THEN I AM SHIVERING WITH COLD INSIDE THE CINEMA. I was so mad cause I don’t wanna leave the cinema, I still wanna watch the movie, but it’s so cold I am literally shivering and my chest was like idk feels weird. I didn’t bring any jacket, yea, my fault. The place where I usually watch movies didn’t feel this cold or maybe my body isn’t really in a good condition. Pity. Now I’m sitting near the toilet inside the cinema and so freaking mad that I cannot watch the movie.
Like how come today can’t at least leave me alone and be happy a little longer?
I almost cry but I hold the tears inside. Thinking about going to starbucks but not really sure if that place is not fvcking cold just like the rest of the mall.
But maybe good and warm sweet drink could help.
But then I gotta leave my sister and her friends. I will feel bad about that. Maybe I should ask when will the movie end so I can, idk be alone for awhile and calm the fvck down. Yea idk man.
We’ve met before.
So .. this is my birthday btw.
Yea. Not really important. It’s just..
Yea.
I wanna cry. Dang. And I thought this year we will see an improvement. Think I get too carried away, eh?
So, the day began with me watching Bangtan videos on youtube after I get home from work. Oh yea, while eating a honey bun (a literal bun filled with honey) (it was great btw)
Then I went to sleep.
Wake up at noon, and immediately ate madeleine and then had lunch. Pretty good. Mom and Dad didn’t bother me too much (until LATER, but we’ll save it for now).
So yea, I got a plan with my sister to go watch starwars later. Ask my dad to drove me. He pissed me off. Idk why. And then I was so mad on the way to the cinema. Then I remember, you know i always go by train to work, and there is this guy who sell paper and he always feed the stray cats and I promised myself that I’ll buy something from him, and today I did! So happy.
At least I feel happy now right?
Yeah well then I went to the mall where the cinema is. My sister still at work so I gotta wait. I waited at a bookstore, found two beauties and contemplating to buy one of them. THE BOOKSTORE IS IN A WHOLE NEW LEVEL OF COLDNESS IM TELLING YA! I didn’t realize that I feel cold cause I was really thinking about books (dang). So I met my sister and we go around looking for her friends first cause they got the tickets and the mall IS SO FVCKING COLD!! GODDAMN INDONESIAN MALLS! Finally we went to the cinema, watching STARWARS okay I love starwars and this one is legit good I can tell but THEN I AM SHIVERING WITH COLD INSIDE THE CINEMA. I was so mad cause I don’t wanna leave the cinema, I still wanna watch the movie, but it’s so cold I am literally shivering and my chest was like idk feels weird. I didn’t bring any jacket, yea, my fault. The place where I usually watch movies didn’t feel this cold or maybe my body isn’t really in a good condition. Pity. Now I’m sitting near the toilet inside the cinema and so freaking mad that I cannot watch the movie.
Like how come today can’t at least leave me alone and be happy a little longer?
I almost cry but I hold the tears inside. Thinking about going to starbucks but not really sure if that place is not fvcking cold just like the rest of the mall.
But maybe good and warm sweet drink could help.
But then I gotta leave my sister and her friends. I will feel bad about that. Maybe I should ask when will the movie end so I can, idk be alone for awhile and calm the fvck down. Yea idk man.