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i welcomed new years in alone this year for the first time ever. it was a hard day too. i woke up at 6 am and went to watch the older lady i look after for two hours, then right off to work for 8 grueling hours that somehow turned into 9. and right back into another job of watching some kids. meanwhile feeding and walking a neighbors dog and hamster. i was exhausted. i didn't call anyone, no one called me. i missed Luke,but his new years came 5 hours before mine. i was sad. so i just laid down and thought about watching some tv, but decided against it and just fell out of consciousness slowly.
i miss him so much sometimes i feel like sitting in a corner and just crying. i keep buying stuff to make the house cuter. i need to stop and save up my money instead. but god damn the house is so fucking cute.
i'm reading the alchemist for the first time ever. i hate the way it's written, but i do love it's message.
one more day and you're back, i can't wait. i love you.
i miss him so much sometimes i feel like sitting in a corner and just crying. i keep buying stuff to make the house cuter. i need to stop and save up my money instead. but god damn the house is so fucking cute.
i'm reading the alchemist for the first time ever. i hate the way it's written, but i do love it's message.
one more day and you're back, i can't wait. i love you.