blinded, stepped on and used

[poosamich]

its a really hard decision to make, knowing that this one decision will decide my fate it will make or break me, but probably break me... and i've done this before and just never been able to follow through because i know what will happen but this time i don't know that i care about what will happen. and who knows maybe i won't be able to do it maybe it will make me cuz i could get some decent help cuz after a month or two things will really start to come shining through yeah but then i'll probably lose my job and no i don't know it's hard and it's all on me

i just needed to move my fingers, sorry