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[pooruglybaby]

I just wanted to get online and check my mail and shit and I stumbled across shit that i dont want to see! I was doing so fucking swell! the valium is hidden from meeh I wont take the crazy pills cuz than we wont runn up on bitches but I cant cry anymore! it hurts my eyes/head throat to cry! my snot [[drips]] down my throat when I sniff it! I did this to my self! what did I think that anything would ever go my way! why did I think that anything will work out for meeh! I know that I have way more problems in life but this problem is the only one that hurts so bad! the [[POISON! ]] the [[poison]] that I would pay any amounts for! the [[poison]] I wlll sell DA world for ! the poison that I want to breath, snort, swallow and shoot up! the [[poison]] that will kill meeh! not from a over dose but from lack of! the lack of the [[poison!]] the craving and the withdraws is going to put the gun to the head! the withdraws is going to make meeh use the power tools! the withdrawls that will hang from a poll full of toasters [[ THANKS JESSIE]] ! The withdrawals is going to drive meeh insane! I am unhappy with the [[poison]] but worse when its in front of meeh!!

[[ADDICTED]]

I dont like anyone!

not caring makes life so easy but when I care I really care and so when things

go wrong I really get hurt and that's why I distance my self from everyone

take it as meeh being a bitch I just dont want to care about anyone cuz

life is so easy that way! It makes meeh live happier and prevents meeh

from getting addicted again!