Mar 20, 2009 19:57
So many things have changed in my life. So many things have stayed the same.
I've lost some very dear friends in recent months, made some horrible mistakes and have hurt those people whom I claimed to love... yet again.
I wish I could take it all back and have another chance with all of them... Shawn, Amanda, Haley, Alex... But I realize that because of the person I am, they are probably better off without me in their lives.
Tanya still hangs out with me... and I still don't know why. I'm a horrible person who apparently is out for his own gain... and doesn't care whom he steps on along the way.
I hope to once again to possible re-locate to Tampa, Florida. I need to start my life over... or at least begin to live for myself and not for others.
Peace.
Larry