My internet confession
I feel like that last entry was to vague. I need to be a lot more specific. I have made a lot of bad decisions since I have lived in Santa Cruz. When I was asked about those bad decisions I would lie or deny them out of fear of getting caught or getting in trouble or something of that nature. I know really mature. I sound like a ten year old with his parents catching him with his hand in the cookie jar.
The worst thing about all of this was the person I would lie too was the one person who really cared about me. I really cared about her too but I found really great ways of showing it, by lying and trying to cover my ass.
I did lose this friend. And I know I deserved that. She probably should dropped me along time ago. She put up with my bullshit for way to long.
It is reassurring that everyone gets punished for their miss doings someway or another.
The worst thing about all of this was the person I would lie too was the one person who really cared about me. I really cared about her too but I found really great ways of showing it, by lying and trying to cover my ass.
I did lose this friend. And I know I deserved that. She probably should dropped me along time ago. She put up with my bullshit for way to long.
It is reassurring that everyone gets punished for their miss doings someway or another.