May 28, 2005 18:27
senior trip was good clean fun
... literally
it made me realize how much i will miss you
but i think its all for the better
here is my theory
when you have a relationship with a person it is basically an exchange of ideas. this is because when you talk with someone you exchange your views and ideas with theirs. this is what causes you to change. you critique your views based off of this new information you gained in a relationship with someone. so now you have changed. you have taken a little part of the other person and made it your own. however after awhile you have exchanged all the ideas that you could with the other person. i believe this is where i am in my relationship with most of my school buddies. i feel like we have given to each others development as much as possible. when i say this i dont mean to sound like i wont miss these people and i dont want to sound like i feel relationships are useless after you have grown from someone else. all i am saying is with this information in mind i wont feel as bad because i know that i have changed others and others have changed me. so no matter where i go and how long we go with out seeing each other, a little part of that person is still in me and im still in them. its rather reassuring.
insert The Beatles "In My Life"