Jul 27, 2003 18:59
I need inspiration. Someone inpsire me, please.
I miss writing and playing music. and I miss people. No one lives near me and I'm sick of driving instead of sleeping and then fighting with people I should fight with.
So the new job is pretty good, which worries me, becuase I'm still really unhappy and restless. I'm so sick of work now. And I'm REALLY sick of my cooking. I tried to cook a mini-roast today, I followed the directions exactly, and what happened? I ended up being sick again. I'd say I was allergic to meat, but I can eat whatever anyone else feeds me. And eggs, don't get me started on those little bastards.
Long story short, while I'm at home,I'm vegan now. My cooking cannot be relied on to keep me alive.
Been making more stencils, which is fun, tommorow we'll go on a big group graf run, should be good :)
WHY, WHY WHY WHY, would someone say to me "You're not allowed to have sex, you're just not that sort of person"? Good friend of mine, my ass. Now I see why we always fight.
I feel detached from the Inferno world. I hate that so much, because I miss you all unbearably.
This weekend was sober weekend, and it worked well on the basis that I got some sleep, but not on the basis of me being bored shitless. It seems hangovers take up a large portion of my spare time.