(no subject)
That.. kinda scares me?
But.. on to other things. I had a big debate on how someone hates the idea of homosexuality and now she hates me, but I'm fine with that. But seriously, you talk about something that you don't know too much about.. and you get in deep.
Anyways.. moving on to other news.. I really don't feel like ever going to a Christian enviroment ever again. Not because it's all "jesus this, jesus that, praise the lord god almighty" but because they're stuck up and they're only treating you nicely because it's a christitan enviroment. Darling dears, I'm officially sick of it. I admit it, I'm a hypocrite when it comes down to that.....subject. It's not a faith, it's not a religon, it's just.. a subject of life. And I've become sick of talking about it.
I loved simple times..
I loved being a kid.
Remember when getting high meant swinging at the playground. The worst thing you could get from girls/boys was cooties. Your worst enemies were ur siblings. Race issues were who ran the fastest. War was a card game. Wearing skirts didn`t mean you were a slut. The only thing you smoked was the tires on your bike, the only thing that hurt was skinned knees & the only things that could get broken were your toys. Life was simple and care free, but what I remember the most was wanting to grow up.
Things like that.. Moments like those were the best. I remember the time when I got mad and I remembered that it was the maddest I'd ever been in my life. And it was because my friend had stuck a beanie baby up on the high monkey bars and I kicked the pole to maybe knck them down and I ended up breaking my big toe. And that was only fourth grade. Now I go through heartbreak and betrayal. I go through stereotypes. I go through hardships. I've hated having to grow up so quickly. I'm sick of it. But I deal with it.
Simple as that.