Nov 22, 2004 21:35
Rawr now I'm even more angry cuz I wrote a big post and it was erased. But I'm more calm, just as hateful. Fuck you for not thinking I wasn't grateful. I didn't give you shit for anything. I was venting and you caught me venting whoopy dee fucking doo--you ain't so perfect either so don't tell me what to fucking do, you're just a damned little girl. At least i know where my responsibilities are. At least I'm not running away from the problem, threatening to abandon everyone else you made the legal agreement with. We only need you for a couple more months, then get the fuck out if u please. I ain't blowing this out of proportion, you Mr/Ms drama queen--are. Fucking slobs, fucking cunts. Fuck you Jens. The biggest regret I have about our relationship was giving you my fucking heart. How dare you deny all that shit when you were caught redhanded. Grow the fuck up, son.
I was a fool for thinking you as someone to admire
Look at me now, I am the fool dancing before you
Well this fool will no longer be seduced by your
Faint gestures of kindess that shrivel like
Your expression when I caught you
You can trample on me
You can hate me
You can kill me
Just know I will never give in
Just know you will never win
I'd rather eat my own shit
I'd rather taste my own blood
I'd rather die
Before putting up the white flag
bitches
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Okay, I retract some intensity from my previous statement about Jens. He is actually quite mature in the way he handles conflicts. He just needs to stop thinking with his dick. yeah as for the other roommate, the "grow the fuck up, son" still stands. I can't believe I left high school for high school all over again.