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I just talked to Meggles. I love her. I miss her. She has rejuvinated a part of me. She just makes me feel so lucky to have her in my life, she's so original and doesn't give a shit what people think about her, no matter how weird she is...and I know I'll never know another like her--she brings creativity wherever she is, and the reason why she makes me feel good, is cuz I feel like I'm the only one who understands her or appreciates her for the person she is. There is a nice fall chill in the air tapping at my window, and I can actually see the shadows of birds flying from tree to tree and I feel good. I feel good about it. Even if it's only going to last a moment, I will enjoy it. Good god, it's raining. It's ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL. The sound and the smell makes this darkened city feel so refreshed, revived, indifferent to the problems. I'm feeling a change...of something. Something good maybe.