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Oside is awesome. I want to move back, terribly. Everything about it. I went to visit friends and they have a nice one bedroom town house for 1,000 a month, it has a loft...a patio. I have jack shit, 2 bedrooms, not even as big as their rooms, no loft to chill in...for 1100. Just an extra bedroom means 100 mo' dollars when they get a freaking LOFT. My idol couple is splitting up and what do you know under the same circumstances as me and Jens. They moved a week before us, have a 6 mo lease, so my chickadee friend can't leave till about January, same as me. I dunno--these parallel relationships...makes me feel I'm not alone, and much more strong in the end. I want to drop out of college and move back home, go to Palomar. I just realized though, my mom has changed her life for me, works overtime for me, helped me move out, fought over me moving out...I'm not going to let her down...now if only I could figure out what to do with myself.