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Okay so instead of calling me and informing me of not going to class, Irene goes and hangs out w/ Nina, Eric, and Ben as I await her return to discuss the North County Fair mall. Jens just called me a fucking bitch because I'm upset that he pushed me and said "fuck you too" cuz I didn't want to kiss him...all plans are thwarted, all feelings of pleasure are thwarted. I just want to get out, not be left out. And if I am a bitch and you have a problem with it, tell me to face or don't talk to me or just tell me not to talk to you if I approach you. Fuck this and fuck being sensitive and fuck not being a good friend or girlfriend or whatever the hell. I wish I was in college, studying in class, not even thinking about any of you.