Pity me
I'm the selfish bitch. I'm just trying to punish you. Yeah, I have no reasonablness in my reasons. Everyone of you can see that, because that's what you think. But you don't know how it feels. And if you do--you should understand. I'm not waiting anymore, because the more time I keep wasting on you, the more I feel like I'm prolonging this torment. You can dream about how fantastic this will turn out. But I can be realistic, not get my hopes up, and not be subjected to the utter disappointment that reality will have his way with me. And I don't want to keep walking back and looking back and fighting back. I just want to sit with someone and know that we don't care. It's just incase my time is being wasted that I have something to fall back on.
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way