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While hanging out with LB and Dan, I was fine. Then once I got home, I started to think. About things I probably don't have to worry about. My old friends are getting to her, and I keep thinking that that's going to be the end of it. I just hope she doesn't let it bother her, to that point. I'd hope she wouldn't let it bother her at all. Things will go well, I'm pretty sure it was just my pill. That's what happens towards the end of it's hours. I begin to think about the worst. Yea, fuck it.
I called Jed, and someone just picked up, and then hung up the phone. My guess is that it was either Dave, or I just don't have Jed as a friend anymore either. But, I don't let things bother me, so I'm fine with that. Obviously none of us were good friends anyway. If I feel like making friends ever again, I have that choice, but I'd rather not.
I'm going to call Dunkel in a couple days and try to hang out with him. Dunkel is fuckin sweet haha. I'm told him about Leftover Crack, and he wants to go with us again this time. He went last time and he jumped over the stairs at the RR and into the pit. Dunkel is god.
Bobby needs to come back. I wrote his letter and it got sent out today.
I hung out with Rachel and Sandi for a little bit tonight, I should have just stayed in. I felt like I was making them uncomfortable because I was really quiet. Rachel knew something was wrong and I didn't want to tell her. It's because I feel it's more my fault that she feels guilty. Because of my stupid friends, because of my stupid actions. I love her, and everything should be fine.
you're all I want to know
you're all I want to hear
you don't know what you mean to me
you don't know what it means to be-The Killing Tree
I called Jed, and someone just picked up, and then hung up the phone. My guess is that it was either Dave, or I just don't have Jed as a friend anymore either. But, I don't let things bother me, so I'm fine with that. Obviously none of us were good friends anyway. If I feel like making friends ever again, I have that choice, but I'd rather not.
I'm going to call Dunkel in a couple days and try to hang out with him. Dunkel is fuckin sweet haha. I'm told him about Leftover Crack, and he wants to go with us again this time. He went last time and he jumped over the stairs at the RR and into the pit. Dunkel is god.
Bobby needs to come back. I wrote his letter and it got sent out today.
I hung out with Rachel and Sandi for a little bit tonight, I should have just stayed in. I felt like I was making them uncomfortable because I was really quiet. Rachel knew something was wrong and I didn't want to tell her. It's because I feel it's more my fault that she feels guilty. Because of my stupid friends, because of my stupid actions. I love her, and everything should be fine.
you're all I want to know
you're all I want to hear
you don't know what you mean to me
you don't know what it means to be-The Killing Tree