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sooooooooo i'm really scared. andy was in a really bad mood today for reasons that he cannot reveal and he yelled at me really bad. and he waslike... "you think i'm yelling??? this isn't yelling!!! God help you if i do ever yell at you. you won't ever talk to me again if i do!" so like i'm really scared to talk to him about like, anything now. anyone who knows me knows that i'm curious, and i try to help people out with their problems by talking to them about whatever is bothering them. well, andy says that he's forbidden to talk about whatever this huge problem is, and the whole thing just makes him really really really angry and aggravated and upset. so i guess that's why he yelled at me. what the hell?? that's bullshit! i don't deserve to be yelled at! i am a good person. i'm nice, caring, sensitive... those types of people shouldn't be yelled at. so yeah now i'm afraid to talk to andy about anything. HEALTHY! ughghhh what did i get myself into?