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[poopy_diaper]

I am broken
just an empty shell
nothing to live for
waiting for my end to come

was it all just a game
to reduce me to nothing more
than a withering wreck?

a cheap threat to entertain
a creator who has nothing
better to do than destroy

but you can never understand
why you live in denial
until the blood is on your hands
can you live with the lies?

looking back in reflection
I should have seen how it ends
I had it coming for so many years
but I chose to fuck it all in return

confusion the memories turn to dust
nothing more than a vague recollection
I can live with the pain
if I never remember

there is no happily ever after
it can only end in pain
cut the ties to live again
before you're lost forever

can I survive remembering?
or is it best to forget?
erase the images from my mind
and carry on as if you never existed

seperate from the path to surrender at last
to get down and just lay in the rust
suffocate in the bed that I made
I realize it wasn't all my fault

there is no happily ever after
it can only end in pain
cut the ties to live again
before you're lost forever

but you can never understand
why you live in denial
now the blood is on your hands
can you live with the lies?