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[pooptreats]

oh HERES MINE.. and check, its original
yup..
im not lame and i dont lie to others and edit mine..
like other *cough* r *cough* etards *cough*' do... in this world..

heh, you should see my *cough* sexual active *cough* ity stats too in case you are bored..
they rock.. *cough*
off the charts.. *cough**cough*

*cough* liar *cough*

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[pooptreats]

Ok im going to reply to your post and not the other one because I dont feel like talking to drama dot com... But anyways I quit talking to her the second she left the lease.

"I havent said a word to her since."

But what I dont understand is how, I dont talk about her to anybody. Yet shes going around and telling people that Im constantly making up rants about her. People tell me that shes telling people im things that I'm not. Its not my job that shes paranoid and takes my journal entrys that I post in a negative way.. She constantly says negative things about me in her journal, which caused me to quit reading it weeks ago. I dont understand... Hmm if she wants to be so happy, why does she keep doing what shes doing to me? Why is she trying to ruin my reuptation here in Arizona. When I'm not even talking to her, or anybody. I take that back.. The only people who i talk to.. are the people who shes manipulated and lied to also.

Maybe if she wants to be soo happy. Maybe she should remove me from her friends list? I have no reason to. In fact i never have the time. I never post anything in my journal, i never even use her name, I never talk to her, i could fucking care less dude. I work all the time. God i rarely even have fucking time to post in my journal. My journal isnt locked, you dont have to be on my friends list to view my journal. Otherwise you wouldnt be reading this post. Ive dated women that "actually look good". People who have hearts, people who care, love.. and I come home, i usually head right to bed the second I get home. Because its pretty late at night. And i usually wake up around late afternoon and get dresseed and go right to work.

All this drama that arose from my post is bullshit and all of it was uncalled for.

But anyways.. blah.. First of all, this should have been between her and I. Not you and her best friends. And her journal fans... You are all falling for her little game and you dont even realize it. But maybe some day you will.

I can see it now, her journal friends coming to my place. Not even knowing MY side of the story. And burning my place down, blowing up my bedsheets of my bed.. Tearing my life to pieces, beating the living shit out of me. Not even knowing MY side of the story and not even knowing me, or even talking to me.

She stopped talking to me. And left on a bad note. And maybe someday 'ill open up and tell you everything'. However, When she does the same thing to you, you will totally understand, and maybe you will care a little more than what you have. Even though you and everybody else in her drama list of drama lies that youve been reading is her side of the story. I know shes dying for me to let it all out over here. Who knows, maybe the good news for her is, maybe ill eventually forget it all. But I probably wont.. but who knows. However, having people having to post shit in my journal isnt going to help my way of forgetting bad people.

I quit talking to her ages ago.

She needs to just fucking grow up and stop trying to get back into MY life.

Period.

And thats the facts.

[pooptreats]

ps. i could tell mark that shes using his computer to post false entrys pretending to be other people .. But im a nice person and I wont.

However, Im dying to see the entries vanish now.

Otherwise they are staying.

[lordindra]

Yeah, she's made up a complete other identity complete with a nearly year old journal. Yeah.

I had been trying to give you some credit and be somewhat respectful, but this marks you as a total moron.-
I can see it now, her journal friends coming to my place. Not even knowing MY side of the story. And burning my place down, blowing up my bedsheets of my bed.. Tearing my life to pieces, beating the living shit out of me. Not even knowing MY side of the story and not even knowing me, or even talking to me.

If you can't see why, reread the comments people left in this entry. If you still can't see why that statement makes you a moron, you are sad and hopeless.

[pooptreats]

Yeah im definately the moron.

[pooptreats]

The fact of the matter is, you guys know your side of the story.

A lot of people come in my journal and flame me for no apparent reason.
I havent been doing anything. I never did anything to start with. I dont understand. You all shouldnt have any part between this all. Nor should have to read the bs lies that she posts everyday that you all are sucked into.

You guys are treating her journal like the bible. And are all being made fools and you guys dont even realize it. And like i said, you all dont realize it. And the joke is going to be all on yourselves in the end because you all are going to see what its like to know people like this in the world that all they can do is lie so much to make the truth seem sense.

Okay?
Good

Period.
I stopped talking to her ages ago.
Nothing more..

And thats the facts.

Stop thinking in her mindset and think more on mine for once. When you really honestly know nothing, and nor do the friends she has here.

Like i said I only talk to the people who shes hurt, they are my friends to. And those are the only friends I have here. How could I possibly talk to her friends when I dont even know who they are, i dont have time to do jack shit. Im in debt, do we not understand that? And I should have never been in this position to begin with. Its all my fault for accepting someone into my life.

[pooptreats]

PS the past was the past. I dont have to bring it up if I dont want to. So dont ask me to bring up bad things if all it does is bring me down okay?

Yeah i could post about the past? But do i honestly want to hurt anybody over here? No i dont.. BECAUSE IM A NICE GUY

IF SOMEONE ELSE IS READING THIS SHE SHOULD SAVOUR WHAT IM SAYING RIGHT NOW AND TAKE THAT AS A THANK YOU AND TO JUST GROW UP AND STOP WITH THE DRAMA THAT SHE KEEPS CREATING ON HERSELF.

[lordindra]

Again, you level accusations without backing them up. If you aren't going to back them up, why make the accusations? All baseless accusations will do is make you look like an idiot.

And has it ever crossed your mind that you might be misinterpretign some things about her, assumign the worst because she hurt you without actually thinking it through to make sure you are right? I don't blame you for being angry at her, I would be if I was in your shoes. But you can't let that cloud your judgement of the facts.

[lordindra]

Two words. Dynamic IP. Two IP addresses matching from residential internet connections, unless they are only a couple seconds apart(and sometimes not even then), are absolutely meaningless in establishing identity.

[pooptreats]

And you are speaking with someone who's managed 2 internet service providers. And you obviously know nothing about what you are talking about when it comes to IP assignment.
Dhcp, or lease times. reverse dns, networks, classes of addresses, or traceroute.

[pooptreats]

[pooptreats]

Anyways im out this is BS peace.. i dont care my facts are my facts.. It doesnt matter.

Someone is paranoid thats all that matters.. And yeah, Its me.

[lordindra]

Classes of IP addresses are irrelevant to this. Traceroute, could be relevant but won't get you closer than the city, perhaps section of the city. I've used it heavily. Unless you have an in to the ISP NOC, you aren't going to get the mac address whihc is what you'd need for a firm ID without a warrant.

We've had random service outages out here that land us with a new IP address. No rhyme or reason, it just happens. Some ISPs if you unplug the modem for more than about 5 minutes, you'll end up with a new IP address. This is all stuff I've either seen happen or have had to deal with as a tech. Perhaps this shouldn't happen based on what the standards say, but in the real world "should" and "actually does" are often completely different.

There are also ISPs that use proxy servers for their users- @Home used to have one though it wasn't mandatory. If her ISP has a proxy, or some sort of NAT setup which a lot of cable providers are moving towards, you wouldn't see her real IP address- you'd see one that serves multiple users simultaneously.

If you managed ISPs in the past, you obviously haven't kept up with changes in the ISP business.

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[pooptreats]

Greetings Thanks for caring. But lord, im not insulting you in anyway before you read this. But im just letting you know that maybe someday you will get your head out of your bumb bumb.. I like you, and id really like to talk to you sometime on the phone and help you when you want to get your webhosting company online since people tell me im a very knowledgeable person when it comes to what I specialize in.

But before you set up your ISP, i mean webhosting company (ooo anybody can host 10000 domains off of 1 ip using apache + virtualhosting! and NameVirtualHost!) that you want to start... I believe its time to lecture you a little about networking before you set up your webhosting company since you dont have the knowledge at a NOC "ISP LEVEL"

First of all sir, lets talk about ip addresses.

When internet service providers buy ip addresses. They buy them by the bulk from arin. Which is either is a class A, class B, or class C group of addresses... Even class D...lord, pppst! When ISPS purchase these ip addresses They dont host them all through 1 router because theres no way in hell 1 router could handle every fucking machine on their network. YOU KNOW THIS! Most internet service providers in the world divide the ip's up into smaller networks doing this process called subnetting, which im sure you studied in your ghey ccna class, but you probably didnt understand it otherwise you would understad my previous posts. But anyways, I dont have CCNA.. who fucking needs certs to understand networks in order to gain experience? I dont.. You probably also dont even understand the term subnetting, most people dont, but you know, most people dont understand pointers in programming c/c++ either, which im sure you are uberleet at programming too... printf("%s", "Hello world\n"); leet hax0r! . But anyways to talk about subnetting, ISPS divide their class A,b,c or whatever they own addresses of ips and set up routers around the globe setting up smaller networks by doing this process called 'subnetting'.

Anyways doing subnetting allows ISPS to lay the smackdown on a class of ips and bust the breakdown on them breaking them into smaller simpler networks by setting up multiple routers around the world with hundreds of routers. This allows providers to manage the networks better and utilize loadbalancing on the network by: A) reducing unneccessary traffic and B) 'organize' groups of addresses by location, determining where what packet is coming from where... and im sure you knew that. Hence that IP is in phoenix arizona. Woo /usr/sbin/traceroute == cool uberleet hax0r program..

Can you break-it-down..? i can do the roger rabbit.. and the tootsie roll, and the dip.

Next thing lord im going to educate you on is.. We are going to talk about DHCP since you dont comprehend why on your "windows bawx" your machine obtains an ip address when you start your computer or cable cycle the machine, or powercycle your cable modem...... at a noc level... A dhcp server's main purpose is to make life easier for a kiddie that has never ran the internet before and runs a shitty windows boxen with it configured to have their computer auto configured for a network so they dont have to statically put their ip address in their tcp/ip settings, gateway, dns server, etc.. Windows * by default has a dhcp client embedded into the operating system. Did you know that? Did you know by default that the computer is configured to 'obtain an ip address automatically in the tcp/ip settings?' . So lord, you are on your computer, you boot up your cable internet.. wsoohooo, here comes the bling bling!

HOW DOEZ IT WERK at a noc level...

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[pooptreats]

Your machine sends a DHCP DISCOVERY packet which in essesnce is broadcasted out to the local network in the form of a udp packet. Do you know what that means on a noc level? Do you know what DHCP DISCOVERY means?, do you read your rfc's from rfc-editor.org like i do?.. have you heard of a broadcast? Or a router? Fuck on with the subject.. broadcast is sent... which pretty much means your computer says across the network you are on.. 'YO wheres the dhcp server'. As soon as the packet is recieved from the dhcp server, the dhcp server replies and says 'YO OVER HERE LORD!', and it screams at your computer.. 'Yo heres the DNS information f0r j00, u uber leet winnuker, its x.x.x.x... heres the ip address information its y.y.y.y .. and so forth.. but btw computer, just to let you know, Ive managed to log that i gave you this address on my system and you can go now and thanks for telling me who you are ill be sure and put your macaddress thats in the framing of this packet u sent to me on file so i will remember when the next time you start your computer I will just goahead can resend you the same information again... until then sir, enjoy this address until i say its time you can have a new one. However, If you think im going to let you rent this ip forever.. You are mistaken baby, you are on a lease.. and when your lease expires, im sorry but im moving you somewhere else.. ps i love you computer have a great day and enjoy surfing'.....

lord, If you have set up your own DHCP server you would understand how dhcp servers store these things called DHCP lease times.. These "IP" lease times are stored on the dhcp server and are assocciated by the computers 'mac' address (which is hard core programmed into each network card + PPST IT CANT BE CHANGED) ... the ip address wont ever change until the lease time expires from the dhcp server and the next time the interface is activated the dhcp server sends it different ip information. And sir thats why your ip suddenly changes some times.. But you know this is all educational for you.

And, I hope im making this very easy for you to comprehend in 3rd grade level terms. And 3rd level punctuation too :)

Whoo hoo so what does that mean for you? Do you have to configure your internet connection to automatically obtain an ip address from a dhcp server? No you dont.. if you know the ip addresses on your network you are on ( pppst process of subnetting as we stated before).. gateway information. (the router) dns servers... etc.. you can statically assign and ip address to your network card... IF that ip address isnt already owned by someone else on the network

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[pooptreats]

BUT YOU KNEW THAT DIDNT YOU!!!..,.

Wow, isps are starting to set up proxy servers. Really? The first time i set up a proxy server was when I was 16 years old.. in fact when i was 16 i was managing a novell 3.x network and im 24 now. Trumpet winsock rocked on windows 3.1.. mm working for DoDDs at age 16 and having a ISDN line with a t1 connected to the airforce base for school was hella cool. Hella coolio ya kno. I found it rather funny because back then t1's werent even released in the public, and I used to chat on irc and be like 'yo im on a 1mb connection, fjeer'. My grandmother in her sleep can set up a proxy.

I currently manage 2 internet service providers. I pretty much run the noc, and am the noc, remotely.. thank you sir.. mm buncha *nix boxens + portmaster switches with 30 nodes on each one of them.. both configured for cistron radiusd for dialup authentication. Mmm our billing server kicks ass too. And on top of that, our service provider is the only isp over seas where in the area that its located has roaming in the united states. Now, hmm how did i manage to do that??? Well lets see.. the other isp i manage is in the usa? Make any sense yet??? Long Story short, remotely i maintain a service provider overseas now. And its behind a transparent proxy... All httpd traffic destined to port 80 over there at the router is redirected through something called a squid transparent caching proxy. Its not hard at all to set up since Ive set up a proxy when I was pretty much a kid. But lord, if you know anything about routing and networks. :) You can forward all traffic into a proxy thats running on a different port on a machine and have it running without a user even having to configure their internet explorer. And users wont even know that a proxy even exists. No configuration needed. I could blabber on this all day long. And blabber about my experience compared to yours.

And ps:
@home is dead already. There was no point in even bringing @home into the conversation. They went bankrupt years ago. And most ISPS are definately NOT switching to using proxies.. in fact most isps are upping peoples bandwidth allowing them to transfer more data at a time since the core uplink backbones can handle all the traffic. Anyways, i like you, but i dont need you insulting me when obviously at a NOC level, I have more of a clue about what im talking about.

Also, nobody knows this.. but i run the security for ytunnelpro as well, and ohmytrance.

Thank you

HAVE A GOOD DAY

and Again... I dont hate you. Really you are a cool guy. But you have no reason to insult me when you dont know me.. Like i said already.

[lordindra]

All of this is the way things should work. That I'm not arguing. But in the real world, shit sometimes just happens. You shouldn't lose the IP address before your lease, but that does happen. Especially with ISP side service outages. @home is relevant- the technology they were using can be used by other ISPs today, unless you actually work in the NOC at their ISP, you can't know their specific setup well enough to judge two IPs that close together.

Computers do strange things sometimes. Things that every bit of documentation says is impossible. I've seen it happen more than once. The real world puts interesting stresses on equipment and sometimes requires unique solutions when a person or company is setting up a network- solutions that if you don't work on that specific network, can result in behavior you wouldn't be able to predict.