here now

[poopster]

I can't even pee alone.
I can't write in the LJ alone.
I can't shower alone
but I'm so freakin lonley.
ignore me
do something rather entertaining
push a some buttons
push mine
leave me here
notice me
I dont want to fall asleep here
by myself
knowing you are on the other side
of that damn wall
wishing
hoping
forgetting
this is not the best
i can write
but i know you wont remember
anything I say
anyway
whatever
stop
sit
think
just for one second
you are seeping the magic from me
but yet its there
when you say something funny
and make me laugh
and the cycle starts again
dont leave me
just leave me alone
I can't think anymore
or write anymore
or pull my hair anymore
just
put a little more
give a lot
take a little
and it will let me breath
and ill be fine
and you'll be confused
as always

i'm tired of whys choking on whys just need a little because because

I may be soft in you palm
but ill soon grow hungry for a fight
and i will not let you win
my pretty mouth with frame the phrases that will
disprove your faith in man