sick : (
uhhhh man. so the i havent done an update in awhile. well the reason behind the matter is i haven't done anything. the last week or so ive been sick and pretty much housebound. but i think it's because of the diet i just started. it like a 3 day on, 4 day off kind of diet. the first day i had to eat half a grapefruit, and i think thats why i got sick, i was so close tp pukin but i kept it down and kept eatin. grapefruit is nasty as hell. other then that everything else was okay to eat, besides beets, i dont like em lol. umm yea i ost 6 pounds in thoose three days and all i did was sit on my ass and sleep, so im not complainin. las tuesday me n justin went upto sixflags, we got there and it was boring, well there where way to many people, so we decided to drive up to new york, we got lost obviosly then had to turn back.. took use 4 hours to get back, well it would of helped if justin didnt get into a fuckin car accident. but were okay and it wasnt much of a car accident it was his stupidity and he was lucky i yelled ''fuck'' before he smashed, cuz it could have been alot worse. well tommorow i was supposed to be going deep sea fishing with justin n josh. havent beeen there inawhile bitch of a drive though, its in new hampshire. yep. well nothing else is new or anything, might go paintballing this weekend. ummm bree called me the other day, left A message but i havenbt called her back, heh whatever. and my courtney courtney has been calling, but i havent gotten any of your calls courtney courtney. : ( so when you read this i havent gotten yur 80726528576565046 calls lol. so rite now im at my dads and i havent been hear in like 3 weeks. its boring, he is no better no worse. it fuckin pisses me off. he has been the fucking same for over a year now. yea he cant walk, see, and barely talk, but in that one fucking year he hasnt made barely any improvement, and he has sooo much fucking potential, but he wants to rot away and die, and if thats what he wants let him. ughhh w/e. anyways school is in like 3 weeks or so. i want to go but i dont. well im tired gunna head back to my houe andbed for a so. later