Always A Villain, Never The Bride

Jul 29, 2008 16:59

       I believe that I have successfully placed myself in a cesspool of crap that I lovingly call my life...again. I don't understand why my passive-aggressiveness has to come out at what is seemingly, the wrong moment. Why can't it come out when there is no one in sight? It's like it is a motion detector and as soon as someone comes under my radar...there's no looking back. Actually, there's plenty of looking back and wishing I had done things differently. The not being able to do anything about it now, is what usually gets to me. What can I do? I accept that my actions do have consequences. I fully acknowledge the ensuing treatment and the steps I shall have to take, such as walking on egg shells for a good long while. It looks like it's just another Tuesday evening in my household. When am I not walking on egg shells around here and for that matter, when am I not in the proverbial shit house? I accept it all. I deserve it all. I just really want some hamburger helper.
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