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So I found out yesterday that my high school sweetheart had a baby a few weeks ago. For some reason this is hitting me harder than any time I hear about other friends having kids. My best friend from kindergarden has a kid. One of the guys that I spent most of my junior high years has a kid. Why is this such a big deal? I guess it is because I realize that this could be me.
I am not ready to have kids.
I am not ready to have kids.