leaves are falling...
man, i need to brush my teeth, they are really icky. This has been a weird day. i dont know like i was depressed as fuck for the longest time this morning and then i all of a sudden got super happy and was running around, then i got all mellow and depressed again..then yah im just blah right now. it was weird though. I had like a sudden outburst of loving the world...too...cold hearted. but neways..i hate when kristen tells me shit about mary er ne girl in general and how she makes out with them. if u tell me she is a slut ( jk ). Euroy's birthday fest thing got cancled becayse of the rain, so its next weekend. im gunna try to go again with emily,if she is even going.
i think i love you...maybe, let me into ur heart, cuz im all alone tonight and u make me feel alrite. and i cant think of anything to say to let u know how i feel so take my hand and hold me tight and kiss me throught the night..i cannot lie.
I dont want to go to school tomorro dammit. im really not in the mood, i just want to go out and party and shit. man..i want to drop out so bad and get all the piercings i want RITE now and all the tatoo's and shit. man o man i cant wait. and when im 18 to buy cigarettes and 21 to buy beer. man. i cant wait to grow up. of course, throwing out all the jobs and bills having to pay. well fuck it i want to live my life the way mindy and jeff plan to live theirs. lol- ok they want to move up to california and just move around on bus's and trains. just wherever. with no job, no money, no nothing just kinda surviving off of what they got. but then again i dont. well they arnt really, they were just talking er smoething. it was funny she was like i wont live past 30. some freak accident..like overdosing or freak train wreck er something. lol it was funny. because i mean who would wanna live like that when u are like 58. i wouldnt..i would be too tired to even walk. but damn i would prolly be in good shape and skinny.
i say...loose the girl..
dude Bisexual girls really annoy me. not all, but most are just in it right now for the "fashion" er w.e and want to impress guys. thats pretty lame when u need to get a guy turned on from u being with another girl. rar. ur either gay or you are not. simple as that. u like dick, or vagina. i dont see how there is even BI, because ur gunna lean one way or another, so whatever way u lean dammit thats wut u are into. i hate you all stupid arrogant people. im going to bed.
tomorrow i will be urs, i promise i will never let you go.
i think i love you...maybe, let me into ur heart, cuz im all alone tonight and u make me feel alrite. and i cant think of anything to say to let u know how i feel so take my hand and hold me tight and kiss me throught the night..i cannot lie.
I dont want to go to school tomorro dammit. im really not in the mood, i just want to go out and party and shit. man..i want to drop out so bad and get all the piercings i want RITE now and all the tatoo's and shit. man o man i cant wait. and when im 18 to buy cigarettes and 21 to buy beer. man. i cant wait to grow up. of course, throwing out all the jobs and bills having to pay. well fuck it i want to live my life the way mindy and jeff plan to live theirs. lol- ok they want to move up to california and just move around on bus's and trains. just wherever. with no job, no money, no nothing just kinda surviving off of what they got. but then again i dont. well they arnt really, they were just talking er smoething. it was funny she was like i wont live past 30. some freak accident..like overdosing or freak train wreck er something. lol it was funny. because i mean who would wanna live like that when u are like 58. i wouldnt..i would be too tired to even walk. but damn i would prolly be in good shape and skinny.
i say...loose the girl..
dude Bisexual girls really annoy me. not all, but most are just in it right now for the "fashion" er w.e and want to impress guys. thats pretty lame when u need to get a guy turned on from u being with another girl. rar. ur either gay or you are not. simple as that. u like dick, or vagina. i dont see how there is even BI, because ur gunna lean one way or another, so whatever way u lean dammit thats wut u are into. i hate you all stupid arrogant people. im going to bed.
tomorrow i will be urs, i promise i will never let you go.