Jun 02, 2004 15:23
This day marks my first worst day of summer. Inside I want to cry. I'm feeling all these negative feelings and they're all mixed together. I just want to throw up, hoping I'd throw up all these awful feelings or do anything possible just for them to go away. I'm not very happy right now, let alone with myself. I bet I too, will look back on this and wonder how I got through it all.
she was sedated: like my brother and i were talking and he's like, "i dont' know how i got through all that bullshit growing up crap, rachel, i just hope you get through it alright"
she was sedated: i love my brother for saying that.