its official
i hate my life. i hate the way i feel at this very moment. i dont want to feel this way anymore. i dont want to cause anymore hurt. i want to stop crying. i want to just go out and make everything okay. i wish things werent this difficult. i wish there was something i could do. i wish everything could end. im so tired of everything. but i want to go on so much longer with her. god i feel like shit. i want to die. fuck man im so bummed. i hate everything right now.