Cause its all been done and its all been said.
Hmmm... my weekend was fun. Friday i hung out with victoria, seanna and danielle.. saturday victoria and hannah were over... and today hung out with hannah and went to port a and to hannahs house where amber and her friend jenny came over. hadn't seen amber in looonggg time... but i had to leave like 10 minutes after they got there.
I realized i like mean boys. Its so weird. But like when boys are mean to me I want them more. GOOOSH its retarded. I hope alot of boys arent mean to me now that I say i like it. But I shouldnt like that. I'm gonna teach myself to like nice guys. NOT mean ones. MAAANN i want a boy, but he has to be perfect. I have high expectations..but i shouldnt. yuck. I hate boys.
It seems like no matter what on sunday nights i get depressed. Its just the weekly routine. I find anything i can be sad, angry, pissed off, unhappy or whatever about and just get totally in a bad depressed bitchy mood. And i get sad when theres no boy to like. I like liking boys.
I dont even know what i want anymore.
I realized i like mean boys. Its so weird. But like when boys are mean to me I want them more. GOOOSH its retarded. I hope alot of boys arent mean to me now that I say i like it. But I shouldnt like that. I'm gonna teach myself to like nice guys. NOT mean ones. MAAANN i want a boy, but he has to be perfect. I have high expectations..but i shouldnt. yuck. I hate boys.
It seems like no matter what on sunday nights i get depressed. Its just the weekly routine. I find anything i can be sad, angry, pissed off, unhappy or whatever about and just get totally in a bad depressed bitchy mood. And i get sad when theres no boy to like. I like liking boys.
I dont even know what i want anymore.