May 15, 2005 20:46
Well today was alright. I was forced to go to mu uncles place and work on his garden (with the help of my aunt) it took forever. (from 12 to 5:30) and it started to rain!!!! i got covered in dirt! and there were so many grubs! They are so gross! i gag (literly) when i see them! i almost threw up cuz i hit one with the shovel and all it's guts came out. bleh!!!! And he kept calling me Dave. I hate being called Dave!!!! oh well.
saturday went alright... For a while kassie wouldn't really look at me.. or talk to me.. then blah blah blah i desided to finally talk to her about it (I was getting really tired of being ignored)so i talked to her.. I'm so bad at talking. I still feel really bad for what happened! Things are back to normal with us tho (i think). I still wish i had of just kept my mouth shut! ugh. I feel so horible! bah i'm so stupid. I just want everything to go back to normal (somone make sometihng to erace thoes memories from my mind!!!!) *sigh*
I just hope it won't change anything between us.