Aug 13, 2004 18:36
Well school has begun and it sux I'm so sad and hate it so much. I though this year would be so fun and I'd love it and meet a guy who'd be my prince charming but its the total oppisite .I came home today and I couldn't stop crying. My teachers and my classes are ok. I have 1st- Algebra 2, 2nd-Bio. Hon., 3rd-PC Support 1,4th-Beg. Tennis(which i hate), 5th-Drama 2, 6th- English 2 Hon.(with Foley again) and 7th- World History Hon. But i feel so alone at school I have friends that still go there and new friends i will make but it's not the same as my old. It's liek everyone has their own group and i'm a misfit. I walk to class alone sometimes and i feel so stupid. I have lunch with my drama friends who i love but it's not "my friends" they have their click and i feel so left out. Jill's in my lunch 2 thank goodness and we talked today and i wanted to just cry so bad it's like we feel the same way. I always use to love school and this is the first year where I look foward to going home and its only my third day. At school if i have a problem or need someone to talk to i feel like i have no1 which is the worst feeling in the world. Well sorry for my venting. I'll post lata! xoxo