Bad times...Happy to be alive

[poontangweave]

So today was definitely one of the scariest dayas of my life. I'm still shaken. I was on my way to Ally's house to have an Easter Egg hunt, and decided to take the freeway to save time (my first time in my car). So I was doing fine, driving along, and changing lanes to get ready to merge onto the 118 when I looked and saw a Honda Civic coming from the the other side switching intk the same lane as me. Our cars collided, and I swerved to try and avoid it, and my car started fishtailing, and swerving out of control, and spun around in the middle of the 405 twice, and finally stopped facing the wrong way. I thought I was gonna die. I quickly pulled my car off the road before I got hit again. I was so shaken and got out to see whyat had happened. I couldnt tell if I had hit one car or like 5 cause I just kept swerving and spinning. It was so fucking scary. I got out to find the front right of my car pretty well smashed although not as bad as I had thought it would be. I also knicked my rear bumper, I am guessing on the center divider, I dont even know. It was all such a panicy blur. I couldn't believe it was happening to me. I got out finally and saw the other driver get out, she was fine as were her 4 kids thank god. Her car had a big ass dent and her side mirror was split in half. Some people pulled over to help, and make sure I was ok cause they saw me spin out. Its freaky. When I think about it I can still feel the car going out of control. So fucking awful. Thankfully my mom happened to be 5 minutes from where I had my accident and came and helped. She was surprisingly nice. We'll see how long that lasts once we find out how much the damage to my car costs, plus the woman is trying to say in her broken english that she WASNT changing lanes, and apparently nobody witnessed it, they only witnessed me spinning out, so she =is gonna try and blame the whole thing on me. IT was the scariest fucking thing ever. I ache all over, but Im ok. My back hurts, and my neck and my left arm. I cant believe that happened. It keeps flashing back. I cant stop thinking about it. It drives me nuts that I cant just go to sleep and have it all go away. I have to deal with lawyers and assholes trying tpo get money out of me. HAPPY EASTER. I never made it to Ally's, sorry Ally. Didnt even get any damned chocolate! Ally said she's gonna come hide eggs in my house for me tho:) Love The Alloid, I'm so glad I have friends right now, cause I am so shaken up and shit, I need people on my side--look how amaze the alloid is:



:). I cant believe this fucking happened to me. Im still like shaking n shit. Im so glad my mom has been nice about it so far. Its weird, after the accident all I wanted to do was get home to my kitten. I know its weird but iot made me think what would happen if I died. Poor Guacamole would jhave no idea what happened to me. Its so sad. I gotta stick around so I can take care of my little kit. I guess you're supposed to feel all religeous after u survive scary shit like this but I dont. My mom made a big deal about how we have a guardian angel, and how it was ironic that I survived an accident that could've been so much worse on a day that is celebrating Jesus' rebirth. I don't know. I don't know what I believe. I;d like to think that some force was keeping me here, but I just don't know. It's all just confusing me. I believe in luck, but I wish I could believe in destiny. Anyway I dont even know what I'm babbling about right now. Happy Easter everyone. Hope yours was better than mine. :(