Life--ya learn to love it!
Well school is almost over! It has gone by SO fast! I can't believe some of the stuff that has happened this year! I don't even want to think about next year--I'll be a senior and before ya know it I'll be walking down the isle at graduation and off to college--:(! I'm so afraid though! I'm afraid of making the wrong decisions in my life and scared of disappointing my family and most of all God. I'm so afraid that I won't be able to make it on my own! It's a scary world out there! I'd like to postpone those thoughts for now though because I still have a whole year to figure everything out and I know that with the help of my Lord and Savior I can accomplish any and all things in His will! God has been so awesome to me! I'm glad to say that He is a big part of my life--not as big of a part as He should be--but I'm working on that. If anyone who is reading this that doubts that God answers prayer, I just want to say you are definately wrong! God answers every single one of our prayers! He does this in His time and in His way--not yours and not mine. We should feel lucky that he does this for us--because though we think we know everything we really don't know the half of it--but God does and He knows what is best for us! You'll thank Him in the long run! God led me to a very special lady the other night. I've known her for a very long time and I love her to death--but God put her in my path Wednesday night at church. I've been having a little trouble lately with believing in myself and God's plan. I was a little down an out because, once again, me and another guy didn't work out like I had wanted it to. She told me, though, that I shouldn't be upset because it didn't work out because God is working in my life and maybe if I had a boyfriend right now I would be less focused on God. She also told me that God has someone out there for me and that I should thank Him for saving me from having to go through a lot of different boys--I should just wait and let God bring me that special someone He has picked out for me. She is a very wise woman, and eventhough I am still having a little trouble accepting it, I know that what she said is right. I do believe that if I did have a boyfriend it would distract me from God and His plan for my life. So if you would pray for me. Pray that I will find peace and comfort in God when I get lonely. I really appreciate it! If any of you EVER need anything let me know and I'll be there for you--don't hesitate!