Feb 22, 2006 17:43
So this journal is pretty good for venting--the thing is you have to know what to vent about! -lol- Well yesterday I sorda had a breakdown and what about I have no idea! That's what aggravates me so much about it! I think I'm just emotionally tired--idk! A couple of my very bestest friends are going through some hard stuff right now and I'm really upset that they even have to go through this stuff in the first place, but also that I can't fix it and I can't make it all go away! So basically I guess it's just the fact that I care about people a lot--idk why their problems made me so upset but it did, I had a good cry though and I think I got it all out...maybe that's just what I needed, a good cry! Thanks Court for listening to me eventhough you're problem is bigger and more important! Court I'm really sorry about everything and I think that he's a jerk! -lol- I love ya girl!
I just watched Hitch--love that movie! It's so true how people hide their emotions behind a brick wall because they are afraid to get hurt or even more afraid that things might actually work out or that they can actually care so much about a person. My favorite line from that movie goes something like this (not exactly but you'll get the point) "You jump and hope to God you can fly because if not then watch life go by wondering what it could've been like and you hit rock bottom. I'm fallin' and you're the only one who can make me feel like I can fly!"-- k that was SO far from the real line but it got the point across! I really like that line!
Gotta go later taters!