I love you guys!!
I miss those long talks with my mom...we laughed, we cried, mostly cried though. Sometimes things happen and you don't know why...just remember that you're not alone and there are people who care. Everything happens for a reason...and most of the time it's to make you stronger! Life's many detours are only temporary, there is ALWAYS something to smile about! I'm very thankful for all God has given to me! I'm thankful that I have friends who I can turn to for advice...no matter what...friends that won't judge me and who love me for me...friends who will tell me the truth and arn't scared to hurt my feelings...lol Court! I only hope that I can be half the friend that you have been to me! Thank you for everything...I really don't know how you put up with me b/c as we all know...I get a little crazy sometimes! You're always there by my side and you always keep me in line. Most importantly you never let me forget that God is there and He is working in my life. I have lots of great friends and I'm thankful for each and everyone of them! I couldn't go through life without you!
This break has been absolutely BORING! I haven't done anything...I miss everyone from school SO much! I'm gonna miss my lunch buddies next semester...I love those guys...they always keep me laughing!
You ever care about something so much that you end up screwing things up? It sucks...royally! I'm not exactly sure that I screwed things up completely, but just by the way I've been acting I feel I've screwed up. It's just...I've never had a relationship before...I've never had someone to care about me as much as I care about them. Honestly I'm scared...I've never had my first kiss! I'm a JUNIOR in highschool, 16 years old and I've never had a relationship. I have so many friends who have the greatest relationships ever and I have nothing! I get SO lonely sometimes and I hate it b/c I know I have the greatest friends ever who love me and care SO much about me...but it's not the same...the feeling never goes away...never! I just wish there was someone who could fill up that hole in my heart! I'm not talking marrying someone...all I want is a good guy who cares about me and respects me...someone I can get experienced with...is that SO much to ask? Well love you guys! LaTeRdAyS
This break has been absolutely BORING! I haven't done anything...I miss everyone from school SO much! I'm gonna miss my lunch buddies next semester...I love those guys...they always keep me laughing!
You ever care about something so much that you end up screwing things up? It sucks...royally! I'm not exactly sure that I screwed things up completely, but just by the way I've been acting I feel I've screwed up. It's just...I've never had a relationship before...I've never had someone to care about me as much as I care about them. Honestly I'm scared...I've never had my first kiss! I'm a JUNIOR in highschool, 16 years old and I've never had a relationship. I have so many friends who have the greatest relationships ever and I have nothing! I get SO lonely sometimes and I hate it b/c I know I have the greatest friends ever who love me and care SO much about me...but it's not the same...the feeling never goes away...never! I just wish there was someone who could fill up that hole in my heart! I'm not talking marrying someone...all I want is a good guy who cares about me and respects me...someone I can get experienced with...is that SO much to ask? Well love you guys! LaTeRdAyS