Dec 15, 2005 17:44
I hate feeling this way...it totally sucks! I'm supposed to be grateful for what I have even if it's not what I want right?!? I feel so stupid...crying...and for what reason? Court you are right...it does suck and it is hard! I'm really sorry if I sounded all aggravated with you, I just don't know how to deal with this because, as I said, I HATE feeling like this! It's the suckiest feeling EVER! Thank you SO much for being here for me though! I Love You SO very much! You're the GREATEST friend EVER! Thank you SO much for trying to make me feel better! I'm gonna go now though you guys cuz...I'm not in the mood to write much today! I LOVE YOU ALL! Hope ur day was better than mine!