Just for Justin!
This journal is especially just for Justin Ritter! Ya
see...he got mad because I didn't write lots about him so I promised
him I'd write a whole journal entry just for him!!
Justin, you're such a great person! You always make me laugh...mostly at you...but you make me laugh none-the-less! Whenever you're around there is NEVER a dull moment! Even when I'm upset or in a bad mood you make me laugh! Thanks for being there for me and being such a great and wonderful friend! I'm glad I got to go and hear you sing at the chorus concert! You sing SO BeAuTiFuLlY!! You did such and AWESOME job! I know we've had our differences and I just wanted to say I'm sorry that I went and eloped in the fruit trailer behind your back! I'm really sorry we can't get married anymore! I'm even sorrier to hear that you have herpes! lol! What'd I tell ya about that stuff...OMGsh...does that mean YOU eloped too!! AHH! lol! Oh and let me just mention, Justin, that you are the BEST secret keeper ever! I know it's gotta be killing you that you can't say anything...but you're doing a GREAT job! Thank you SO much! Thanx for talkin to me the other night too! You're always there for me!! You're an awesome person and a great friend! Don't ever change for anyone cuz if you do I'll beat that person up! I hope this is enough to satisfy you!! It's MUCH more than I wrote before so it should! Stay Sweet and always remember that you can do anything you keep your mind to! I love you!! >:D<
Today was SO great you guys...and no nothing happened to make it that way...sometimes I'm just good! *cough*cough* But yeah...a really good friend of mine told me that I was makin a big deal out of nothing and...they were right! I just tend to do that when I care about something...but yeah...I lightened up some and things were SO much better today! No awkwardness! I guess since I'm not so experienced at the whole boyfriend thing IDK how to act sometimes...all I want is for them to like me...ya know...and I guess I try too hard and make a big deals outta things when that's not really my intentions, I just don't know how to deal with that stuff! Ya know...I've been thinkin lately...and I want that great relationship...and that first kiss...but it's SO worth waiting for! I'd wrather wait for it and it be special...cuz it'd suck if I just rushed it and it meant nothing at all! Right Courtney? lol! That's my girl! Stay strong girlie...you'll be fine!! I love you!
~The Day Before You~ By: Rascal Flatts (them's my boys!)
The Heaven knows those years without you
Shaping my heart for the that day I found you
You're the reason for all that I've been through
Then I'm thankful for the day before you
Now you're here and everything changes
Suddenly life means so much
I can't wait to wake up tomorrow
And find out this promise is true
I would never have to go back to
The day before you
I like that song! Not for any special reason or anything...just cuz...it's pretty! YAY! But yeah...imma go now! *-*LaTeRdAyS*-*
Justin, you're such a great person! You always make me laugh...mostly at you...but you make me laugh none-the-less! Whenever you're around there is NEVER a dull moment! Even when I'm upset or in a bad mood you make me laugh! Thanks for being there for me and being such a great and wonderful friend! I'm glad I got to go and hear you sing at the chorus concert! You sing SO BeAuTiFuLlY!! You did such and AWESOME job! I know we've had our differences and I just wanted to say I'm sorry that I went and eloped in the fruit trailer behind your back! I'm really sorry we can't get married anymore! I'm even sorrier to hear that you have herpes! lol! What'd I tell ya about that stuff...OMGsh...does that mean YOU eloped too!! AHH! lol! Oh and let me just mention, Justin, that you are the BEST secret keeper ever! I know it's gotta be killing you that you can't say anything...but you're doing a GREAT job! Thank you SO much! Thanx for talkin to me the other night too! You're always there for me!! You're an awesome person and a great friend! Don't ever change for anyone cuz if you do I'll beat that person up! I hope this is enough to satisfy you!! It's MUCH more than I wrote before so it should! Stay Sweet and always remember that you can do anything you keep your mind to! I love you!! >:D<
Today was SO great you guys...and no nothing happened to make it that way...sometimes I'm just good! *cough*cough* But yeah...a really good friend of mine told me that I was makin a big deal out of nothing and...they were right! I just tend to do that when I care about something...but yeah...I lightened up some and things were SO much better today! No awkwardness! I guess since I'm not so experienced at the whole boyfriend thing IDK how to act sometimes...all I want is for them to like me...ya know...and I guess I try too hard and make a big deals outta things when that's not really my intentions, I just don't know how to deal with that stuff! Ya know...I've been thinkin lately...and I want that great relationship...and that first kiss...but it's SO worth waiting for! I'd wrather wait for it and it be special...cuz it'd suck if I just rushed it and it meant nothing at all! Right Courtney? lol! That's my girl! Stay strong girlie...you'll be fine!! I love you!
~The Day Before You~ By: Rascal Flatts (them's my boys!)
The Heaven knows those years without you
Shaping my heart for the that day I found you
You're the reason for all that I've been through
Then I'm thankful for the day before you
Now you're here and everything changes
Suddenly life means so much
I can't wait to wake up tomorrow
And find out this promise is true
I would never have to go back to
The day before you
I like that song! Not for any special reason or anything...just cuz...it's pretty! YAY! But yeah...imma go now! *-*LaTeRdAyS*-*