Aug 22, 2005 21:46
This is it.
Summer is over.
I can't deal. I'm not ready to go back to school yet. I'm so unprepared.
I miss you more than words could ever describe. You came to me in my dream last night. Thank you.
I'll miss not knowing what day it is.
Yet, this has been the worst summer of my life.
I won't miss having to get up at 8 to babysit seven year old girls who never stop talking.
I won't miss the feeling of laziness that I couldn't shake.
I won't miss being in bad shape because I never worked out.
ummm....I'll miss pretty much everything else. Darling, I miss you.
I called your cell phone today just to hear your voice, oh wait, I've done that six times already.
I promised myself it was the last time I would call. I need to start letting go.
I'll miss spending the day with greg sitting in his room doing nothing.
Through all of this, I'm realizing that I will only be a stronger, wiser, more capable person.
What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.
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*No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark *