i don't really like being alone anymore.

[poolside]

i think i finally figured out what i want to do when i graduate. hopefully i can go to japan during the summer. and then when i come back home i will go to community college. after two years at pbcc or bcc i will try to transfer to a university. i think i want to study the japanese language. maybe major in japanese and minor in photography. i want to live in japan and teach english to high school students and try to put a book of my photos together. before i do a move to japan, though, i want to travel around the u.s. and get some photos for some ideas i have had for books and shit. i'm pretty happy with these plans. these plans are the only thing i am happy about. everything else is just shitty. i want to leave here and meet new people and pretty much start over.

anyway, i found some polaroids in my mom's drour. they're from when we lived in tennessee.


hahah.












i think i might want to get this tattooed on me somewhere. like my arm or something.

oh, my dogs just started barking to "the dead flag blues" by gy!be. hahah.